Boys = F***ing idiots ...
1- They don't know how to treat girls right! , or at least MOST of them don't . They say one thing and show another. They just LOVE to break girls hearts , i swear -.- someone needs to show them how to treat a girl like they're a princess or a queen! <3
2- They're always hiding what they actually feel. Like , if your girl asks you a question and wants to see if you're fine or if you're comfortable with her then tell her the truth! not only "yeah, i'm fine" when you're actually not!
3- Once they break up with you , even if they're hurt they won't show it so it makes the girl feel even worse because she thinks he didn't really like her at all. It was all a lie.
4- If they know they aren't sure if they want to be with the girl they should tell her before, not stay and make believe everything is fine and have the girl catch even deeper feelings for him >.< That makes everything worse
5- They're just stupid idiots. !

Will you raise your kids the same way your parents raised you?

Nopee ! i will give my kids more FREEDOM ! & let them talk to me about anything. ! & i'll put my self in their shoes so i could understand them more. & actually LISTEN TO THEM instead of being always on MY PHONE -_-

You are applying for a very important job. Before deciding to hire you, your new employer wants your Facebook password. Do you give it to them? Why or why not?

No ! MY ƒacebook is obviously MY privacy! + that has nothing to do with a job . so what's the point oƒ that? Iƒ they wanted a ƒacebook they could make one themselves !

You discover a crystal ball that can tell you the truth about ONE thing in your life– past, future, or present. What would you want to know?

Hones†ly, i would wan† to know every†hing. But, since i have †o choose ONE †hing †hen i would wan† to know if, when someone †ells me †hey love me, are †hey AC†UALLY †elling the †ruth or lying jus† to make me feel be††er !

May, 15, 2012

I'm not in the mood -_- i want to leave school already !!!!!!! >.< go homeeeee ! & leave forever ! & finish school ! so i won't have to see any dirty girls in these dirty schools. i hate people here oohdee . buh as always i just keep a smile on my face. ! i hate everyone these days ! they're so annoying/corny/stupid/boring/everything !!! -.-

Have you ever been on a diet? If so, what was it like?

HECK NO ! i have NEVER been on a diet. i don't have to be on a diet ! and i also don't want to be on a diet. i'm too skinny ! i need to keep eating a lot actually !

When did you stop believing in Santa Claus?

I think i stopped believing in Santa Claus when i was probably 6, my grandfather always used to dress up like him every christmas until i was like.. 1O years old but at 6 years old i always had a thought in my head of where is my grandfather everytime Santa wanted to come to our house. so i just go to his room and found the Santa Claus outfit on the bed ready for him to put it on.  After that i knew he just dressed up like Santa to make me happy. Even when he knew i knew it was him he would still dress like it untill i turned 1O, just to put some spirit in that day, and i would always sit on him lap while he gives me presents :D that was such a great time <3 .. i Love my grandfather [':

Dear FutureMe,
  Well RIGHT NOW , you're 13 years old it's May 4th 2O12 . Your life right now is ALRIGHT ! the best thing about it is because you have Sarai , Amy & Jansen in your life now. if it wasn't for them it would honestly be more boring . not boring to the max ! because you have other people ( not only them ] but they the most important people that make stuff better . & are always there for you. At home you live with your mom, brother, aunt, uncle, & baby cousin . your aunt and mother are always fighting with each other don't and the only think you have on your mind when they do is.. ' what if my whole family separates? ' we are all so close with each other and it would never be the same. sometimes you think to yourself , why did your mom & dad break up? then you think of how your mom cheated on your dad with his best friend he knew since.. FOREVER! Do you think that's good? Nopee ! i know your answer because i'm you ! :D lmao , but you also think about how you have a sister that's only a few months younger & another little brother that is like 4 years younger which obviously means your dad also cheated on your mom with his Ex-Wife because you have a OLDER sister that already graduated college.. from that other woman that gave birth to your younger siblings -_- Anyways , now i'm up to SCHOOL.. you been in this dang freaking school since First grade ! Now you're in 8th grade but the good thing about school right NOW is having someone that you KNOW loves you <3 More than anyone else can . you have a boyfriend who's name is Jansen. Me ( Meaning you! ] & him have went through ups & down but end up still good! which is how a REAL relationship usually is. you're always with your best friend sarai who now has a boyfriend , Rolando . they are so cute together ^.^

how does it feels when you’re dancing?

Answer : When i'm dancing , i feel like a different person. i feel like no one is around me. i LOVE to dance. my mom thinks i'm weird because i dance even when there is no music on. do YOU think that's weird? ..because I personally don't. i always tell her i just have the music in my head and i just keep dancing and she would just stare at me.

Who can make you happy? How?

 - - -I have a long list but here it is..- - -

1]My family - Because they're funny
2]Jansen - Because he says the bestest things i'd love to hear and i love him so much
3]Sarai - Because she is always there for me and is HILARIOUS
4]Amy - Because we have our moments and she's like a sis
5]Breanna - Because she does the stupidest stuff and it's funny
6]Jillian - Because her voice is beautiful when she sings and she is funny
7]Francisco - Because he is so shy that it's kind of funny and his voice is just very funny
9]Brittany - Because we have our weird|funny moments
1O]Christopher - Because whenever he feels something is wrong w\ me he is always there and trying to help
11]Rolando - Because whenever i'm in a bad mood he does something that makes me laugh

Something For Girls To Hear . .

Be yourself even if, and especially if, that means you are most unlike those around you. understand that all human beings are equal. you cannot ever judge another accurately or adequately.

What’s something about yourself that you hope will change, but that probably never will?

Something i hope will change but probably never will is going to be falling for someone too fast. once i start liking someone i get too attached / ': and i really hateeeeee that! ..lmao

If You Could Have Three Wishes Granted, What Would You Wish For?

If i could have three wishes granted i would wish
1] to be famous and rich already.
2] to read minds
3] The ability to be in more than one place at once [:

Say you've met an amazing person you're dying to date. This person feels the same way about you. The problem is that this person has a quality your family would flip out about, even though you don't think it's a big deal. Maybe it's this person's age, race, occupation, appearance, religion, or interests. What about a potential boyfriend or girlfriend would drive your parents insane? Do you think you'd back down and not date this person if your family made a huge fuss, or would you stick to your guns?

All right, here's the deal! I DON'T CARE what my family thinks about a person I'M dating or wanna date. it's not them in the relationship it's only mines and the boy's. BUT if the guy drives my family crazy ESPECIALLY my grandparents. that's it, i'm sorry but i cannot be with him! He would have to go somewhere else with that ugly side of him. [:

If you could design a middle school, what would it be like?

If i can design a middle school it would NOT have any uniform policy's! It will be big and have three vending machines; one with soda and juice, one with candy, and the other with chips, cookies, and seeds. The cafeteria will be big and you have a choice to stay in the yard, gym, or even go home or the store for lunch only though. When everyone in the school takes tests, i will give them a free gym period for the rest of the day. BUT i know school isn't suppose to be fun and games. you have to also have a lot of education going so when they don't take tests than it's just a regular day with classes. Also the school wouldn't have a social studies class because there is no point of it. it's not like we're gonna go back in the past. F*** the past let's just keep living our life and focus on the future! Also i won't accept no fake b****es - That's how my school will be :D

Jennifer Lopez - Hold You Down

Now you've been holding me down
For such a long time now
From back then
To now in my story
Straight from the hood
You've always been there for me
And ya had my back
when everybody said
I wasn't anything
It was you who had me holdin' on
No matter what was goin' on
So know whatever ya need I got you
Now my loyalty, will always be
With you, if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Boy, I'm gon' hold you down
So remember this whenever I call
We go back too far
We've been through it all
Even though we haven't spoke
In so long
Ain't nothing has changed
Not a damn thing, baby
Now my loyalty, will always be
With you, if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change
So I don't care about the situation
I'ma ride for you if there's a complication
Every time you had my back and all
When we were young

                     ( Loveee This Song - IDC If It'ss Old ]

My Promise To Myself [:

So when i grow up i want to be famous. either a actress, dancer, or singer. and usually when people are famous the fame gets into their head but no matter where i go i know where i came from. i won't act like a diva! i'm going to make a promise of that. and i'm going to tell my mom or someone i'm close to if i ever start acting spoiled and an a** they can smack me really hard until i change back [: - This just popped in my head and i had to say i'm NOT gonna be like that

♥Bruno Mars♥

Bruno Marsss is a nicee singer & He makess very good songs + sings very good + is KIND OF cutee for a older guy, i can't lie. i love all of his songs. if i feel like singing songs it would most likely be his songs or chris brown songs. i haven't heard of new songs by him but i hope they come out soon ! 

What do you do to let others know you love them?

Something i would do to let others know i love them will be saying " i love you " a lot to them. But, if I'm writing it to them i'll have to say I LOVE YOU not ILY or I LUV U or anything like that.

Something else i would do to let others know i love them will have to be that I'm always with them and love being around them and having their backs.