This Is My Cousin Jillian . We Are Real Cousins . I Love Her To Death . She Is The Bestest Cousin AnyOne Can Ever have . I Have Been With Her For Most Of My Life . At First She Was Just A Friend Then Turned InTo A Best Friend And When I Found Out That We Was In Head Start Together With My Aunt In Head Start Escuela Hispana On 12th Street . Then My Aunt Told Me We Was Cousins . Thats How I Found Out She Was My Cousin . I Was So Hype When I Found Out Cause She Was Madd Cool . Other Then Loving Her B|C She Was My Cousin I Alwayss Have Loved Her Before I Knew That And Alwayss Will Love Her And Be Right There By Her Side . She Alwayss Is There For Me Whenever I Need Her And Will Scream At A Girl That Has A Problem With Me Like The Other Day . <3 ILoveeHer To Death And She Alreadyy Knowss That . :D

The Break In

1. Which answer did you pick first? Why?
~The answer that i picked first was to just ask her, her reaction will say it all because its true, how people react to something will show you what they have to say but cant. Also you can find out the answer without getting her mad if she finds out your doing something behind her back.

2. Can you think of other things that people do online that they wouldn’t normally do in person? Give examples.
~I can not think about anything else that people can do online because you said it all. (or so i think) I don't know if there even is anything else besides talk bull s*** or say i love you or anything people have to say because they scared or shy to say it face to face.

3. How important is your privacy online? Do you care if your friends know your passwords? If you have one, do you let anyone view your Facebook pages? Explain.
~My privacy online is very important because i don't want people to just view everything about myself and let it out to the whole world.I do care if my friends know my passwords because if we have some trouble with our relationship them i would never know if they would go on it and just write stupid things. I do have a Facebook and my page is private unless you are one of my friends then you can see it. I don't have any naked pictures on my profile so i don't care if people look at my pictures but as long as i know them then there good.

This Is Why...

I hate you because i love you,
We fight because i'm scared to loose you,
I get angry when girls go near you because
I don't want you to leave me,
I get mad when you don't reply back,
Because i care,
I get clingy sometimes because i need you,
I ask to see you all the time <3

Why Do You Always Say That?

Why can't you just believe me?
I do like you a lot and by a lot, i mean a lot!
I don't know if i am going to see you in the future
So i am trying to enjoy the time i have with you.
I don't know if i am gonna see you next year
So why can't you just be my boo?
Stop arguing ..
Stop confusing me ..
Stop saying i don't like you ..
cause i do .
Sometimes i just think you say i don't like you cause
you don't like me
and your trying to push me away by saying that .
cause if you are then i think its almost working =/
i told you i really like you but you never believe me .
So why waste my time with someone that is gonna always say i don't like them?
There are a lot of guys out there that is always trying to get my attention
But i don't even bother cause i like you so much . <3

I Really Like You!

Can You Be The Prince That Im Looking For Like In The Cinderella Moviess? Cause Im Tired Of Looking, Dont You Know I Would Go Through Fire And Pain Just To Hear Your Name? This Is Really Not A Game, The Shoes Fit Right ... So Can YOU Be My Mr.Right?

Sexting

Heck no N**** I'm not stupid if your other girlfriends did that then thats them, I'm not like that. You can ask someone else if you that desperate but im smart, and no smart girl is going to send you a picture because that is showing there body and its not good to show your body to someone you dont even no. Even if i did no you i wouldn't do it either anyways because who knows where i would end up at. it will probably in everyone in the worlds phone or even on the internet and im not going to do that and sacrifice my whole life because of one stupid mistake. i know people make mistakes but i am NOT going to make a mistake like this. so dont ever message me EVER AGAIN because i am NOT going to answer and im going to block you because u are a pervert. GOODBYE !

Missing You

I'm here sitting down

doing absolutely nothing

staring into space wondering...

what if you were here,

what if you cared,

what if you loved me in a way

that you will do anything

just to see me with you
can you just tell me you don't wanna see me? if you don't
you always treat them other "people" like you really care for them
but what about me?
am i just a girl you wanna control & make me do stuff for you?
i feel like you don't really want me with you,
i feel like you just use me to fix all YOUR mistakes.
i just wanna say i do love you and right now,
I'm missing you !

This Poem Is To My Father . "/