You discover a crystal ball that can tell you the truth about ONE thing in your life– past, future, or present. What would you want to know?

Hones†ly, i would wan† to know every†hing. But, since i have †o choose ONE †hing †hen i would wan† to know if, when someone †ells me †hey love me, are †hey AC†UALLY †elling the †ruth or lying jus† to make me feel be††er !

May, 15, 2012

I'm not in the mood -_- i want to leave school already !!!!!!! >.< go homeeeee ! & leave forever ! & finish school ! so i won't have to see any dirty girls in these dirty schools. i hate people here oohdee . buh as always i just keep a smile on my face. ! i hate everyone these days ! they're so annoying/corny/stupid/boring/everything !!! -.-

Have you ever been on a diet? If so, what was it like?

HECK NO ! i have NEVER been on a diet. i don't have to be on a diet ! and i also don't want to be on a diet. i'm too skinny ! i need to keep eating a lot actually !

When did you stop believing in Santa Claus?

I think i stopped believing in Santa Claus when i was probably 6, my grandfather always used to dress up like him every christmas until i was like.. 1O years old but at 6 years old i always had a thought in my head of where is my grandfather everytime Santa wanted to come to our house. so i just go to his room and found the Santa Claus outfit on the bed ready for him to put it on.  After that i knew he just dressed up like Santa to make me happy. Even when he knew i knew it was him he would still dress like it untill i turned 1O, just to put some spirit in that day, and i would always sit on him lap while he gives me presents :D that was such a great time <3 .. i Love my grandfather [':

Dear FutureMe,
  Well RIGHT NOW , you're 13 years old it's May 4th 2O12 . Your life right now is ALRIGHT ! the best thing about it is because you have Sarai , Amy & Jansen in your life now. if it wasn't for them it would honestly be more boring . not boring to the max ! because you have other people ( not only them ] but they the most important people that make stuff better . & are always there for you. At home you live with your mom, brother, aunt, uncle, & baby cousin . your aunt and mother are always fighting with each other don't and the only think you have on your mind when they do is.. ' what if my whole family separates? ' we are all so close with each other and it would never be the same. sometimes you think to yourself , why did your mom & dad break up? then you think of how your mom cheated on your dad with his best friend he knew since.. FOREVER! Do you think that's good? Nopee ! i know your answer because i'm you ! :D lmao , but you also think about how you have a sister that's only a few months younger & another little brother that is like 4 years younger which obviously means your dad also cheated on your mom with his Ex-Wife because you have a OLDER sister that already graduated college.. from that other woman that gave birth to your younger siblings -_- Anyways , now i'm up to SCHOOL.. you been in this dang freaking school since First grade ! Now you're in 8th grade but the good thing about school right NOW is having someone that you KNOW loves you <3 More than anyone else can . you have a boyfriend who's name is Jansen. Me ( Meaning you! ] & him have went through ups & down but end up still good! which is how a REAL relationship usually is. you're always with your best friend sarai who now has a boyfriend , Rolando . they are so cute together ^.^

how does it feels when you’re dancing?

Answer : When i'm dancing , i feel like a different person. i feel like no one is around me. i LOVE to dance. my mom thinks i'm weird because i dance even when there is no music on. do YOU think that's weird? ..because I personally don't. i always tell her i just have the music in my head and i just keep dancing and she would just stare at me.

Who can make you happy? How?

 - - -I have a long list but here it is..- - -

1]My family - Because they're funny
2]Jansen - Because he says the bestest things i'd love to hear and i love him so much
3]Sarai - Because she is always there for me and is HILARIOUS
4]Amy - Because we have our moments and she's like a sis
5]Breanna - Because she does the stupidest stuff and it's funny
6]Jillian - Because her voice is beautiful when she sings and she is funny
7]Francisco - Because he is so shy that it's kind of funny and his voice is just very funny
9]Brittany - Because we have our weird|funny moments
1O]Christopher - Because whenever he feels something is wrong w\ me he is always there and trying to help
11]Rolando - Because whenever i'm in a bad mood he does something that makes me laugh