Boys = F***ing idiots ...
1- They don't know how to treat girls right! , or at least MOST of them don't . They say one thing and show another. They just LOVE to break girls hearts , i swear -.- someone needs to show them how to treat a girl like they're a princess or a queen! <3
2- They're always hiding what they actually feel. Like , if your girl asks you a question and wants to see if you're fine or if you're comfortable with her then tell her the truth! not only "yeah, i'm fine" when you're actually not!
3- Once they break up with you , even if they're hurt they won't show it so it makes the girl feel even worse because she thinks he didn't really like her at all. It was all a lie.
4- If they know they aren't sure if they want to be with the girl they should tell her before, not stay and make believe everything is fine and have the girl catch even deeper feelings for him >.< That makes everything worse
5- They're just stupid idiots. !

Will you raise your kids the same way your parents raised you?

Nopee ! i will give my kids more FREEDOM ! & let them talk to me about anything. ! & i'll put my self in their shoes so i could understand them more. & actually LISTEN TO THEM instead of being always on MY PHONE -_-

You are applying for a very important job. Before deciding to hire you, your new employer wants your Facebook password. Do you give it to them? Why or why not?

No ! MY ƒacebook is obviously MY privacy! + that has nothing to do with a job . so what's the point oƒ that? Iƒ they wanted a ƒacebook they could make one themselves !

You discover a crystal ball that can tell you the truth about ONE thing in your life– past, future, or present. What would you want to know?

Hones†ly, i would wan† to know every†hing. But, since i have †o choose ONE †hing †hen i would wan† to know if, when someone †ells me †hey love me, are †hey AC†UALLY †elling the †ruth or lying jus† to make me feel be††er !

May, 15, 2012

I'm not in the mood -_- i want to leave school already !!!!!!! >.< go homeeeee ! & leave forever ! & finish school ! so i won't have to see any dirty girls in these dirty schools. i hate people here oohdee . buh as always i just keep a smile on my face. ! i hate everyone these days ! they're so annoying/corny/stupid/boring/everything !!! -.-

Have you ever been on a diet? If so, what was it like?

HECK NO ! i have NEVER been on a diet. i don't have to be on a diet ! and i also don't want to be on a diet. i'm too skinny ! i need to keep eating a lot actually !

When did you stop believing in Santa Claus?

I think i stopped believing in Santa Claus when i was probably 6, my grandfather always used to dress up like him every christmas until i was like.. 1O years old but at 6 years old i always had a thought in my head of where is my grandfather everytime Santa wanted to come to our house. so i just go to his room and found the Santa Claus outfit on the bed ready for him to put it on.  After that i knew he just dressed up like Santa to make me happy. Even when he knew i knew it was him he would still dress like it untill i turned 1O, just to put some spirit in that day, and i would always sit on him lap while he gives me presents :D that was such a great time <3 .. i Love my grandfather [':

Dear FutureMe,
  Well RIGHT NOW , you're 13 years old it's May 4th 2O12 . Your life right now is ALRIGHT ! the best thing about it is because you have Sarai , Amy & Jansen in your life now. if it wasn't for them it would honestly be more boring . not boring to the max ! because you have other people ( not only them ] but they the most important people that make stuff better . & are always there for you. At home you live with your mom, brother, aunt, uncle, & baby cousin . your aunt and mother are always fighting with each other don't and the only think you have on your mind when they do is.. ' what if my whole family separates? ' we are all so close with each other and it would never be the same. sometimes you think to yourself , why did your mom & dad break up? then you think of how your mom cheated on your dad with his best friend he knew since.. FOREVER! Do you think that's good? Nopee ! i know your answer because i'm you ! :D lmao , but you also think about how you have a sister that's only a few months younger & another little brother that is like 4 years younger which obviously means your dad also cheated on your mom with his Ex-Wife because you have a OLDER sister that already graduated college.. from that other woman that gave birth to your younger siblings -_- Anyways , now i'm up to SCHOOL.. you been in this dang freaking school since First grade ! Now you're in 8th grade but the good thing about school right NOW is having someone that you KNOW loves you <3 More than anyone else can . you have a boyfriend who's name is Jansen. Me ( Meaning you! ] & him have went through ups & down but end up still good! which is how a REAL relationship usually is. you're always with your best friend sarai who now has a boyfriend , Rolando . they are so cute together ^.^

how does it feels when you’re dancing?

Answer : When i'm dancing , i feel like a different person. i feel like no one is around me. i LOVE to dance. my mom thinks i'm weird because i dance even when there is no music on. do YOU think that's weird? ..because I personally don't. i always tell her i just have the music in my head and i just keep dancing and she would just stare at me.

Who can make you happy? How?

 - - -I have a long list but here it is..- - -

1]My family - Because they're funny
2]Jansen - Because he says the bestest things i'd love to hear and i love him so much
3]Sarai - Because she is always there for me and is HILARIOUS
4]Amy - Because we have our moments and she's like a sis
5]Breanna - Because she does the stupidest stuff and it's funny
6]Jillian - Because her voice is beautiful when she sings and she is funny
7]Francisco - Because he is so shy that it's kind of funny and his voice is just very funny
9]Brittany - Because we have our weird|funny moments
1O]Christopher - Because whenever he feels something is wrong w\ me he is always there and trying to help
11]Rolando - Because whenever i'm in a bad mood he does something that makes me laugh

Something For Girls To Hear . .

Be yourself even if, and especially if, that means you are most unlike those around you. understand that all human beings are equal. you cannot ever judge another accurately or adequately.

What’s something about yourself that you hope will change, but that probably never will?

Something i hope will change but probably never will is going to be falling for someone too fast. once i start liking someone i get too attached / ': and i really hateeeeee that! ..lmao

If You Could Have Three Wishes Granted, What Would You Wish For?

If i could have three wishes granted i would wish
1] to be famous and rich already.
2] to read minds
3] The ability to be in more than one place at once [:

Say you've met an amazing person you're dying to date. This person feels the same way about you. The problem is that this person has a quality your family would flip out about, even though you don't think it's a big deal. Maybe it's this person's age, race, occupation, appearance, religion, or interests. What about a potential boyfriend or girlfriend would drive your parents insane? Do you think you'd back down and not date this person if your family made a huge fuss, or would you stick to your guns?

All right, here's the deal! I DON'T CARE what my family thinks about a person I'M dating or wanna date. it's not them in the relationship it's only mines and the boy's. BUT if the guy drives my family crazy ESPECIALLY my grandparents. that's it, i'm sorry but i cannot be with him! He would have to go somewhere else with that ugly side of him. [:

If you could design a middle school, what would it be like?

If i can design a middle school it would NOT have any uniform policy's! It will be big and have three vending machines; one with soda and juice, one with candy, and the other with chips, cookies, and seeds. The cafeteria will be big and you have a choice to stay in the yard, gym, or even go home or the store for lunch only though. When everyone in the school takes tests, i will give them a free gym period for the rest of the day. BUT i know school isn't suppose to be fun and games. you have to also have a lot of education going so when they don't take tests than it's just a regular day with classes. Also the school wouldn't have a social studies class because there is no point of it. it's not like we're gonna go back in the past. F*** the past let's just keep living our life and focus on the future! Also i won't accept no fake b****es - That's how my school will be :D

Jennifer Lopez - Hold You Down

Now you've been holding me down
For such a long time now
From back then
To now in my story
Straight from the hood
You've always been there for me
And ya had my back
when everybody said
I wasn't anything
It was you who had me holdin' on
No matter what was goin' on
So know whatever ya need I got you
Now my loyalty, will always be
With you, if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Boy, I'm gon' hold you down
So remember this whenever I call
We go back too far
We've been through it all
Even though we haven't spoke
In so long
Ain't nothing has changed
Not a damn thing, baby
Now my loyalty, will always be
With you, if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change
So I don't care about the situation
I'ma ride for you if there's a complication
Every time you had my back and all
When we were young

                     ( Loveee This Song - IDC If It'ss Old ]

My Promise To Myself [:

So when i grow up i want to be famous. either a actress, dancer, or singer. and usually when people are famous the fame gets into their head but no matter where i go i know where i came from. i won't act like a diva! i'm going to make a promise of that. and i'm going to tell my mom or someone i'm close to if i ever start acting spoiled and an a** they can smack me really hard until i change back [: - This just popped in my head and i had to say i'm NOT gonna be like that

♥Bruno Mars♥

Bruno Marsss is a nicee singer & He makess very good songs + sings very good + is KIND OF cutee for a older guy, i can't lie. i love all of his songs. if i feel like singing songs it would most likely be his songs or chris brown songs. i haven't heard of new songs by him but i hope they come out soon ! 

What do you do to let others know you love them?

Something i would do to let others know i love them will be saying " i love you " a lot to them. But, if I'm writing it to them i'll have to say I LOVE YOU not ILY or I LUV U or anything like that.

Something else i would do to let others know i love them will have to be that I'm always with them and love being around them and having their backs.

I will never forgive ________ for ________ .

   - I will never forgive my mother for 
1] dating someone while she was with my dad still -__- + it was with his bestest friend that he knew since they were little! 
2] Making me go to camp when i don't want to JUST because my cousin also got a scholarship !
3] spoiling my brother and treating me like her slave ( sometimes , sometimes she just tells me she loves me and misses me just so i can keep her company when she's lonely - or at least that's what i think ) My brother is turning 18 on June 18th and isn't leaving the house yet. I'm pretty sure I'm going to leave before he does because he is a little mama's boy ! Even though i don't want him to leave because i would miss him & i love talking to him & bothering him but my mom makes me do more things than he does. Likee I'm MORE MATURE THEN HIM! >.< seriously . . no lie! he don't even know how to wash a dish right -.-
    BUT it's not ONLY my mom who makes me do everything, it's also my dad ! he acts like I'm a babysitter 'cause he tells me to watch and do stuff for my little sister ( 12 years old ) & little brother ( 10 years old ) while he just sleeps all day !  That's why i don't like going to his house and staying with him + i have to break up fights between my sis and brother . which i don't wanna do. there is a reason I'm not a mom yet. It's cause I'm NOT ready to take care of people !

What are your bad habits?




Answer: my bad habits are probably bitting my nails or bitting on a pen. because one time i was bitting on a pen to think &' it slipped and broke by braces -__- lmao buh yeah thats all i think o.O

When someone has bad breath do you tell them or try and ignore it?




 Answer: Honestly i try to ignore it because i don't want them to fell embarrassed or something. So i'll just let them find out by someone else or find out by smelling it themselves - lmaaoo; but if i know they're going to someone important them i'll just be like " umm . . you NEED some gum" as nice as i can say it. :D 

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i tell you to go. you start walking out, but we both know, what we'll all about. we fuss, fight and scream, but you and i know that we ain't never giving up. everytime i try to leave, something tells me turn around 'cause how could i ever leave the only one that holds me down. and i know we can work it out. talk it out. also stick it out. - Bruno Mars <3.<3

This is my little brother. He is very short for a 1O year old. His name is Liam and he lovesss sports. Mostly basketball though, because of our dad. We have the same dad but different moms, so i don't live with him. He grew his hair so long! But he doesn't want to cut it at all! He can be a pain in my a** a lot of times but he will always be my little brother, And i love him. He is a nicks fan. He's always talking about basketball when i'm with him and ask me questions that i don't even know! o.O He loves teaching me stuff about it even though i never remember. Liam ALWAYS wants to be with me. He even fights my sister, Natalie, about who is going to sit next to me when i'm with them. It's just so cute. . . EXCEPT the fact that he is ALWAYS coping me! HIM AND MY SISTER! -__- They always try to be like me &' it's very annoying ! But i love them both a lot! &' sometimes miss them because i don't see 'em a lot 'cause I've stopped going to my dads.

&' i hate how my sister is taller but im older -__- . .This is my sister. . . . . . - - - - - - > 

Family is the bestest thing you can ask for. They will always be there for you no matter what! Even if you did the worst thing in the world they'll stick right by your side. I did things in life that my family is disapointed of, but they still love me the same. may probably not look at me the same but will still love me the same. In my grandparents eyes i am a little angel, and i want it to stay like that! 
- I LOVE MY FAMILY -*

My Favorite Color

Light blue is my favorite color right now. i don't know why but i love it so much. its bright and i love bright colors. ANY color that is bright, i love. whenever i look at something that's this color i can't take my eyes off of it. <3.<3 It's so gorgeous ! [:

Everyday

Everyday is the same
day by day my life gets worst
i don't like it!
its soooo boring -_-
i wish i can just grow older already
and leave my house
and go to more place!
feel more freeeeee!

The only thing that i been thinking while i been alone is that i cant let you go , i wont let you leave , one thing that i know is baby, you were made for me, for sure . boy if you dont know, i'll give my heart, i'll give my soul , for sure <3

Mr.Lahana

            WELL.. Sincee I'm SUPPOSE to post something EVERY TIME I have this class -.- i didn't know what to write about.. so I'll just write about MR.LAHANA [:

Right now , I'm going to be talking about Mr.Lahana ! he is one of the best teachers i ever had. Actually.. he's my favorite teacher right now. He will always make sure I'm okay and if i wasn't he'll stay after his job is over just to talk to me, make me feel better, and give me advice. I've found that out on February 6th 2O12. On that day i wasn't feeling too well. There were things i had a problem with. Some issues with people and he helped me get through it. Now that i know he actually cares i feel like i can talk to him about almost everything. Not like he is my diary because that would just feel weird 'cause he is way older. - Not calling him old , it's just he is my teacher and it feels weird ! ^-^

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I'd rather lose an argument, then lose YOU to one. It's YOU ! You mean everything to me.. you are the first thought in my head in the morning when i wake up + my last thought before i go to bed. you smile at me in my dreams.. when you are sad, i feel sad, and when i see your true smile, i feel incredible, like there is no other thing around and all i can see is you. when i say i love you, please believe it's true. when i say forever, know i'll never leave you. when i say goodbye, promise you won't cry 'cause the day i'll be saying that would be the day i die. before i met you i never knew what it was like to be able to look at someone and smile for no reason. when i looked into your eyes i didn't just see you. i saw my today, my tomorrow and my future. everyone says you only fall in love once, but that's not true, because every time i see you, i fall in love all over again<3

                        -Nov'11'2O11^

My feelings right now ..

I honestly dont know how i am feeling right now
its like i REALLY wanna stay
but then don't 'cause i have some feeling .
some type of feeling that makes me think you dont want to stay
i dont know what am i doing wrong .
its like when were not together
it sure feels like we're together
'cause we're scared to see eachother with somebody else
but when we are together,
it seems like i dont want to stay with you .. in your eyes
and you dont want to stay with me .. in mines
i dont want to say anything to you
'cause i never been in love like this .
with you its different..
i dont want to ruin nothing at all
im trying my best to keep everything inside because of that reason.
i feel like crying right now
but im holding back ,
i dont like crying in front of people
the only time i do is if it really needs to come out
im like a lightweight ,
easy to fall , easy to break
with every word my whole world shakes
i need someone to keep me from falling a part
and right now, you're the only one that can .
<3

Random Questions

Describe your bedroom.  What’s the single most important thing in it?
     Answer: My room is all purple with green and blue and pink designs over it. The most important thing in it is my TV ! 'Cause without that , me being in my room is very boring !


What’s your best childhood memory?
     Answer: My bestest childhood memory is when i was auditioning for a colgate commercial. i had so uch fun until i had to go to florida -__- that was a BIG drain ! 'causee they accepted me for the commercial and i was only like 4 or 6 

What’s something you eat that many people find disgusting?
     Answer: Bread andd Ketchup :x



  
Do you believe in love at first sight?  Why or why not?
     Answer: No i dont , 'cause you never know how their personality really are. unless you fall in love by how their looks are then love at first sight is not real. 

Do you sing in the shower?
     Answer: Yes , i do sing in the shower !


What’s one thing you’d change about your neighborhood?
    Answer:  All the gangs and gun shooting . Thats only if i could change it , then i would .

If you were the opposite sex, what would your name be?     Answer: If i were the opposite sex, the name i would have is probably bobby because of my dad -.-


A window opens, it’s you 3 years ago,  what advice do you give yourself?
     Answer: I would tell myself to show my parents how trustworthy i could be so that they will give me a little more freedom ! 



 

 

<3.<3

   What do you think would be the scariest or most dangerous job to have?
ANS : i think the most dangerous or most scariest job to have would be a police officer 'cause you might get shot ! also firefighters 'cause you might get burned . or a construction worker 'cause you might get hit with something . OR even a person in the army ( a soldier ) o.O oooohhh thaatsss scaary !

   If you had to name a hidden quality of yours that you wished people knew about, what would it be?
ANS : it would be dancinggg ! ^.^

   If you could pick a different color for snow, what color would you pick?
ANS : i would pick either neon pink , light blue or purple :]

   If you can give yourself a new first and last name, what would you choose?
ANS : i don't really care to give myself a first name i am fine with that . but i would like to change my last AND MIDDLE NAME ! i don't know to what but i want to change that !

   If you found a box that was sealed and marked " Do Not Open, " what would you do?
ANS : i would open it ! :D

   When you daydream, what do you think about more often than anything else?
ANS : when i daydream the thing i think about most often is a certain someonee ! <3 :'x

   What is the most embarrassing moment?
ANS : the most embarrassing moment i had was the talent show i did in 5th gradee -___-

   If you had 1,000 ping-pong balls, what would you do with them?
ANS :  if i had 1,000 ping-pong balls i would like to throw them at people . lmao' especially peoplee i really dislike :]

   If you were to lose your hearing tomorrow, what would you want to hear today while you still can?
ANS : if i were to lose my hearing tomorrow the things i would like to hear would be a lot of people saying compliments and sweet things about me . also i would like to hear the one i love to say something that would make me feel very special and i would like remember for the rest of my life !

   What scares you the most about growing old?
ANS :  the thing that scared me the most about growning old is getting tooo old that i end up having wrinkles and dying cause of how old i am ! also you can get diseases and strokes and all that kind of stuff easier when you are older .

When I Hear Your Nameee I Get Butterfliess In My Stomach , When I See I Got A Messagee From You I Get Happy :] When I See Your Facee - It Brightenss My Day - Even If You Havee Nothingg To Say ♥ You're All I Want , All I Need , Baby If You Jusst Let Mee , I'll be Your Everythingg ♥ sometimess i think you're losing feelings for mee . if only you can see how much you mean to mee . i hope everythingg i say to you , you believee . andd i hope you never want to leave . a couple of peoplee aree hatingg and dont want us together . but i want to stay with you forever and ever idc about thee weather either . i will freeze my butt off jusst to be right by your sidee . in thee future i want to be your bridee . Andd i love that you aree everythingg i want , andd if you need anythingg from mee , you can jusst ask mee . cause your touch does somethingg to mee baby , causee you're my only wish , You're my greatest gift , we can seal it with a kiss♥ :-*


By~Jazmin Roman :T